Domo Arigatou

Today was indeed a surprise.......sorta like a fantasy come true.....you sumhow managed to read my thoughts.....i'm all flattered and touched.....thank you my love.......for giving me a great merdeka celebration.....





Sorry for being stony n a lil sulky.....shame on me.....


When i reminisced it juz now.......it's actually a very very romantic thing to do....skipping ur responsibility just to be with ur baby.....adventures.....food.....to places i've never knew existed.....=) find it very interesting....even to hike along the concrite jungle...
u always widen my horizon and guide me through it......im grateful for that.....





im glad we managed to sort things out darling.......im glad......to still be your baby......=)

Itsumo anata dake ga suki desu....


with all the love n hugs...
xxx(baby)

Words From The Heart

Hey darling....
I can't believe it's been 8 months since i first met you...yet the memory of our first date plays vividly in my mind.....you were like my saviour at that time.....the man who pulled me out of the dark abyss.......and today......u are still the person that gave me courage to charge towards my future...because i know i wont be alone when there is you by my side.....

8 months is not a long period but not that brief either.....yet,they held a fair amount of memories that worth reminiscing........especially those first times.....the happy ones of course...=)
As for the darker moments....well,will take it as lessons to be learnt bout each other....those arguments and disagreements....to me, are part of the learning process......most important,we always make up for it....=)

i may not be the most affectionate girlfriend, i may sulk,complain,whine or even pick on you.... but do know that deep down in my heart.....it's all about you...i cannot live a day where i dont think of you.......i never tell you this...but u are in my thoughts all the time.......you have become part of me now.....with an importance that is growing still.......
i want you to know that.....despite all those princess moments i gave you.......i really do appreciate all that you've done.....
and dont you ever hesitate when i tell you that I LOVE YOU.....because if i were to fib...i wont be drenchin my tissue wif tears and mucus now...yucks XD

Honey Bee,
discovering you was a fate
meeting you was a choice,
dating you was an experiment,
loving you....well i have no explanation for it just happened
but i will never forget when it hit me =)

Anway,...happy 8th month annivesary (P/S:dont regard me as silly for counting the months still...it's an old habit that i cant get rid off)



LOTSA LOVE
-Lizzie-

A letter to my lover....

Hey there love,

It's weird for me to actually take our blog as my own personal diary,where i'm gonna pour wat's in me..I know the content that I'm gonna type next would sound a lil bit self-centred and mebbe a lil overwhelming perhaps...but im sure it wont bring any peril.

Darling,
Tonite,im sure u went to bed annoyed at me...cuz i din sound at all amorous....no kisses n hugs for u like always.....
Well......i was waiting for u to give me first since i was such a good girl,patiently waited for u while doin my work n not distracting u....but nthg.....
how depressing......
still, i cant blame, can i?

call me sensitive,but for this couple of weeks,i dont quite much felt the fiery passion adi........everything seemed to be a lil cool.....partially due to my cuckoo brain from the medication and maybe due to ur own exhaustion.......hm......really wished tat our date wud increase the intensity but the true fact lies that everything still seem surreal to me.....it's like im not really there even when im there......its a numb n distant kind of feeling......dat is why i fail to feel the actual fun of it...but i din wanna break ur happy bubble so i smile when i felt like sulkin =)
Im not sure if u noticed,im actually a pretty icy person at heart.as happy n bright as i might seem to the world yet deep down i know there is a dark and cold side of myself.i never confess that to anyone as i find that a flaw and shame to my sunny exterior.So sometimes,when im not laughin or kiddin a lot it doesnt have to mean that im mad at u,but juz dat im keepin in touch wif de ice princess in me.These days,im more of the ying side.......i juz cant wait for me to be full of the yang instead..i hope tat its coming around fast.

lastly.....
never hesitate to hold my hand in any occasion.....
cuddle me when i seem cute to u.....
hug me.....when there are moments worth hugging for
look me in my eyes with all the tenderness and love ur heart feels for me
kiss me on the forehead when u wanna tell me that u will always be my prince....and protect me
some touches and kisses......are meant to tell u that i care for u....i love u........or i miss you.......
not every single one would mean that same thing u have in mind.

i could only be more expressive when i know tat all my actions are not always indicating to de sexual side...because deep down,i still wanna believe in innocent and pure love that would connect 2 souls.....


love always
-Lizzie-